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I'm tired of all of this

I'm so... tired. I used to get angry, I used to rage to friends and family and make it my priority to research an issue so I understood it, and see if there was anything people could do about it, stay informed,  do something even if it was small and I didn't have much free time between work and school. But it's gotten to the point where, though I'm still angry, I can't always handle the energy and the stress it puts on my anxiety and depression prone brain. I'm only 24, and I have so much going for me in so many facets of my life, but I'm tired. Tired of checking social media or news and having to read about another tragedy. I'm blessed and privileged enough to be able to distract myself, to focus on my own tenuous mental health for a little while before I do anything else, anything other than just see people argue on Facebook or somehow brush it off to protect their own discomfort because they're privileged like me, and mourn over children I'v